And then i just decided to scroll down. and i see this text i wrote back then… and it describes exactly how i feel right now.. and then you realise: nothing will ever change -_-
I am just gonna write on here..
I’m just trying to figure out who the fuck i am and whats actualaly happening in my mind. I know i have ADHD but why does that have to mean i fucking cry over everything thats happening and still dont know why i’m crying ?
I know why I cry. Because i freakin’ hate myself.. but then people say ‘if you dont like something; change it !’ But how am i suppose to do that ? i dont even feel like i have the energy to get dressed. Everytime i need to do stuff i feel like someone is pushing me back really hard and keeping me from doing it.
Nothing im typing here will prob makes sense to you guys. but at least i’ll get shit out of my system, and maybe.. just maybe.. i’ll understand some day.
New girl, How I met your mother, suburgatory or revenge.. ? :o
What a terrible choices i have make in life.. ><
- Nick: I can't hear anything you say when you wear that sweater Schmidt, you open your mouth and I just hear "Cardigan. I am wearing a Cardigan."
- Schmidt: .... You don't like the cardie?